I Have

found out once again that i am the biggest fucking shit head in the fucking universe.

I am

finally making an effort to get into shape.
Now Big Head and I are running a couple miles every few days, i am also doing crunches and leg throws at night (pure torture)
Right now we are at about 4 miles, and im doing 150 crunches and 75 leg throws. Whoo. Time for more pain, yay.

Peace

~Caveman

I Dont

know what i am going to do next. i dont know where i am supposed to go in my life. i dont know who i am or where i belong. im hoping i figure it out soon. i dont know what to do. i have multiple people telling me mutiple things. it seems that the peope that i dont want to lose, i am losing. i dont know what i am doing wrong, but im doing something. well tahts gonna be the last post for a wile.

It's finally

Spring Break.
But I can't be completely happy. It seems that I have created a problem with my actions from last night.
I am just the smartest person in the world aren't I?
Well I screwed another thing up.... great job genius.
more posts to come later....maybe

Peace

Caveman&trade

Well...

I let the secret free.
I didn't have the guts to say it, so i gave Ashley permission and i am in her debt for that. The response was a little bit of a suprise. But im not sure i want to know the answer to the second question i have. Oh well, she knows, im happy that its out, overall, i am really happy with how everything is going. Although it could all get better.

Peace

Caveman&trade